Confused

Then a week later me adn jared went out. Jake has triend to sabotage every relationship… I still get asked out from him. Jared, he was a close friend of mine. But he wasn’t lovey the most was he said he rlly liked me after i said that to him first. Then he dumped me a month later. he said it was because I forget probably because it didntseemlike we were dating. O well. This was around the time of Valentines day. So now single i liked Payten… a lot. So we started mesing around not dating but flirting little flurries. Heck, I even wrote poems about him. Sorry who ever is reading thios ill continue more later.

To all who read my story thank-you ill continue soon. there is more to tell

Well, my last few posts were pretty pissy. But I don’t need him, GET IT I DON’T NEED U MICHAEL IOMIE. i never want to be called Mrs.Iomie again! Ever! Now this is the part where you all get to call me a whore. Listen to my messed up story. Well, there was my first Bf, Jake. God i loved that kid, 13 times we got together and broke up. Heck everyone called us an old married couple. I dated him from like Christmas 2011 to that 4th of July, that was our first 12 times. Us well, we were very lovey, all the time. He was well my dream. I think he broke up with me on the 4th of July because refused to kiss him. I was young, new. I was upset, and angry it was my first boyfriend and he broke up with me. I was sad i started a fb page on it! Then after him maybe a month i dated my Chinese crush Zack. I barely talked to him! First, he went to Cali for two weeks, so i couldn’t contact him. He never really said i love you. We broke up in September because Angela (my old friend she just screwed my life over i cry as i write this) convinced me i like Jake. He was fat. Though i didn’t date Jake i went out with Michael Iomie. Hell, i loved him too. He was a premature baby and he was a football player and a baseball pro! He was my dream. My friend Angela wouldn’t even talk to my after i dated him. She had liked him. Two months and he broke up with me. To this day he said it was his brother but he would have fixed it if it was. i was devestated! Our maybe last week he  wouldn’t talk to me. I knew something was up. I was having a slumbie with my “friend” Angela the night he did it. He claimed he liked someone else, now days he said it was because he was moving.Angela made a fool out of me by asking him why and pretending to be me. He told everyone i was begging him not to but i wasnt i barely saw the breakup message. Life fucking sucked. I was well attached to him only to have him ripped away. I thought he was worth a damn. Crap was i wrong this is when i started cutting, or at least considering the thought. I knew it was crazy, I never really caused blood. Only scratches, they went away quick. If i told anyone about my goth side my mom would kill me. After ll that i did the worst choice. Knowing me this was around Christmas so I dated Jake. He had been harrassing me to date him again. We fell in love more than before. My mom wasnt to fond. We went on a date and held hands. Crappy but exciting for a idiot like me. Our last week was hell. Rumors flied that me and Payten Nevins the hottest boy, then, and me were flirting. Everyone called me a whore i am though. So we fought and broke up. Meanwhile, no one knew or would care about my depressed state. At this time me and Angela were getting in fights and crap. Accidently i started liking my friend Jared.